How I got here, my story.

Throughout my early life, I was deeply insecure about everything I did. I always carried a sense of uncertainty that lingered just above me. I felt like my genuine actions could alienate my closed ones and end up alone. There were many moments I didn’t feel comfortable in my own skin.

Still, growing up was amazing. The memories I have are pure bliss. It wasn’t difficult for me, I was privileged to have great human beings that loved me as parents. I had a great little brother.

I was naturally tender, a mediator by instinct, loved to have fun and play sports. I hated confrontation and sought to resolve childhood disagreements. Unless I was pushed or provoked.

When I was provoked I would unleash all my feelings in the form of physical aggression to whoever was my target.

It was my mechanism to deal with strong emotions. I wasn’t taught how to. School didn't teach me and my parents either. Like many of us, we aren't taught how to deal with essential parts of ourselves, like our thoughts and emotions.

I was the same, so clueless and defenseless to my inner world.

The only support I was offered was the idea of talking to an authority like God. The God I was taught about was some higher dude that was outside of me, had all the power that I didn’t have, was prone to anger and judgement and he wouldn’t be there when I needed. So what was the point? Although, it brought me a sense of hope in some greater power, it didn't help me understand what was going on inside.

When I was 27, I developed a very chronic negative state, caused by inner dialogues and emotions I could not control or avoid.

It crushed me. I wasn’t enjoying life, any of it. I was too aware of these negative thoughts and emotions all the time. I couldn't escape.

It was a wheel that kept turning and I couldn’t and didn’t know how to stop.

I was very afraid and defenseless to what I felt was an attack, a daily attack on my life.

I contemplated suicide because I couldn't fathom how I could live the rest of my life like this. It sucked big time.

The only moments I would relax was when I played sports and slept.

Every other moment of my day, there was this ceaseless chatter in my head that made no sense, and the emotions that went with it were real. I was going through a personal hell.

While all this was happening, I had a clear view of how my life had been before “all of this started.”

I remembered the great times of my life, the peace I would feel in my silence, or all the amazing things I had experienced before this happened.

So in the middle of all this mess, I figured that if I had been different before, there must be a way to fix whatever I was going through. I just had no clue how.

I began consulting other people. I went to a psychic who told me it was a spirit messing with my head.

I went to energy healers who eased my mental and emotional pain only temporarily.

I was read the tarot cards, the runes, and the horoscope. Everything I did felt just temporary, vague, and outside of me. 

Somehow, I felt put off by externalizing my healing.

Anxiety mounted with the years and my hope began fading. I developed chronic angst, which remained undiagnosed because I felt that if I went to the psychologist I would be sent to the loony house.

That is how bad it was.

I was in a committed relationship at the time and I was absent. I tried to give my best, but how could I truly show up for someone when I felt so terrible inside?

I had no love to give. My mood became short with everyone close to me. The cheerful person I once was, was now gone.

One day, I guess my pain was so strong, that I began sensing somehow, through something within me like a ray of light, and had some sudden wisdom that I must focus on myself and do what I must, alone.

I took action. In an act of superhuman strength and determination, supported by my close family and friends, I decided to leave the familiar territory of my relationship.

It was very painful to leave. When I left, I had the biggest uncertainty but a weight had been lifted from my shoulders.

I no longer had to show up for someone else while feeling so lost within myself.

Part of my inner self held quiet down when I started being alone.

I began building more courage. I went to see a psychologist. She told me I was experiencing something called “anxiety” and that it was chronic but very normal. She said, “Most people live their lives with this type of anxiety.”

I was relieved that it was a “normal condition” but hearing that many people live their lives with this condition was terrifying.

It was super scary but something took over me and I remember saying: Fuck that, I'm not going to live like this the rest of my life. No matter what it takes.

When I made this bold claim to myself, I remember something clicked.

Soon after this conversation, out of the blue, someone told me about a thing called meditation.

I remembered that a decade before, my father was really into it and tried to get me and our family into it, and of course I brushed him off and told him to leave me alone.

This time, it came as a savior. When it came into my life I embraced it. It was the only thing that promised me I could take control of my inner world in a way that felt grounded, empowered, and responsible.

Unlike previous attempts to understand myself through others interesting paths like astrology, tarot and energy healing, meditation felt within reach, something not external, but something I could develop inside myself.

Meditation at the time was very underground, something that hippies and monks did. There were some monks who were developing an app and I started using it.

I was full of fear and doubt, because I would need to be alone inside myself, with these “crazy thoughts and feelings.”

When I began meditating each morning, just 10 minutes a day, my entire inner narrative began to shift.

The simple act of practicing how to let thoughts and emotions flow through, saved my life and forever changed its landscape.

Within 8 months, the repetitive negative thinking was gone, anxiety was almost non-existent and I was feeling “me again.” I was open, more cheerful, relaxed and excited for life.

This was the start of a deeper journey that has only widened and deepened.

Over the last 10 years, I have learned invaluable knowledge, wisdom and techniques from great teachers and on my own.

I have dedicated my life journey to apply what I learn daily and integrate the wisdom into my common daily living.

Once my mind and emotions had stabilized, I went deeper. I began healing emotional wounds, learning to observe and integrate my shadow, transforming how I communicated, and softening my inner hostility. I opened myself to joy and gratitude, started listening to my intuition, healed chronic back pain, and, most importantly, aligned with life and met the woman of my dreams, whom I later married.

Before I started teaching others the same principles, techniques, tools and systems that have helped me transform and changed my life, I had a long career in the corporate world and as an entrepreneur in industries like investment banking, technology, online marketing, e-commerce, and online gaming.

I know what it is like to have to perform at your highest level for sustained periods of time.

I know the stress and pressures caused by managing teams and leading a company with full responsibility for sales, investors, product, external stakeholders and your own peers and co-founders.

I have been there and done that.

What I teach you to do in all of my programs and courses helps you win in any context.

It puts you in a privileged mental and emotional position to lead with clarity, relate genuinely, stand in your power and confidence while at the same time enjoying an extraordinary peace of mind and an emotional state that will help you accomplish your vision and goals.

Everything I teach you is tangible, for us to understand and apply.

It is knowledge that I have learned over the years and have personally applied in my own life and that I have seen the direct results of its application.

I don't ever teach something I haven't applied or seen the results in myself.

It is knowledge, wisdom, systems, tools that have their roots in ancient wisdom from eastern traditions such as yoga, zen, buddhism, western mysticism and the applicable wonders of breakthrough modern science.

All the mix compounded into a powerful system of thought that benefits not only your mental and emotional health but changes the way you approach day to day life.

Changing the outcomes of your actions, aligning life with your intentions, healing emotional wounds and traumas, destroying deceptive and traumatic thinking, healing your body from harmful stress hormones, and creating homeostasis to yield you a life that you are content being & happy with, helping you win and thrive in your career, romantic relationships and develop sustainable financial abundance.

What I offer is a progressive system you can apply in every area of your life, at any stage, and for the rest of your life.

It connects you in a deeper way to a higher power within you and that is you and is all around you.

This system gives you tangible ways to protect your peace, heal your traumas, connect to your power, unlock your creativity, heal your inner child, integrate your shadow, develop your intuition, find love within you, manifest consciously, develop your concentration, eradicate anxiety, move on from depression, rebuild your life, reclaim your power, and truly so much more.

Because I applied, and continue to apply, what I teach, my life has undergone big shifts in a relatively short time.

When I started, anxiety and depression were gone within 8 months. The thing is that I didn’t know even half of what I teach you now. I only had meditation and my innermost questions and reflections.

It was like feeling my way through the dark, no signposts, no system, just my intuition and the desire to live better. It doesn't need to be your case.

If I could do what I did with no guidance, no clue what to look for, how to apply many things into daily common life, no order (because I learned from different sources of apparent disconnected systems of thought), and had to tie them all together to form a cohesive system that is tangible, grounded and applicable to modern, western living.

If I could do that, you will be able to do anything you desire with a system designed to be learned, understood, and applied by anyone looking to consciously improve their lives in any way..